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Learning Disabilities (Differences)
I frequently wrote in mirror images. I didn’t do it to be defiant. In fact, I have no memory of it being a conscious act at all. It’s simply the way my brain works. I set the words down on paper as instructed, but when my dad checked my homework at night it often made him apoplectic.

Elizabeth Jaeger
3 days ago8 min read


Autism and the Culture of Publishing
The publishing world is not kind or accommodating to people like me, people on the spectrum who struggle to navigate the neurotypical world and form meaningful connections with others.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Jan 279 min read


Lost Generation
I am part of a lost generation of autistic women, girls who never really fit in socially but functioned well enough in school to be overlooked. Girls who could perform academically, even if they struggled to make friends. Girls who were labeled as being shy because making eye contact and conversations were difficult.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Jan 89 min read


Embracing Labels
Why am I bold and brazen when it comes to embracing one identity, but sheepish and borderline embarrassed when it comes to the other?

Elizabeth Jaeger
Jan 58 min read


Benchmarks
I hate that this question has even entered my thought process, but is it possible that I’ve asked too much of them?

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 19, 20255 min read


Early Isolation
I didn’t want to be seen. I didn’t want to be noticed. If I could have made myself invisible I would have—I still would—because it’s the act of being seen that made me self conscious. A byproduct of being noticed was that I couldn’t just be. Others observed my awkwardness, my mistakes, my differences, and they commented on them.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 18, 20255 min read


Why Are My Words So Egregious?
Why did my commentary about the Committee Chair (amended to read ‘troop representative’) piss you off so badly, but you are unbothered by her false accusations toward G3 and her attempt to have him ousted as Senior Patrol Leader? Why are my words so egregious, but her actions are acceptable?

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 16, 20255 min read


Rockefeller Center 2025
Now, I think G3 still likes going into the city because it reminds him of you. Saturday morning, before we left, G3 looked through the bin of hats and gloves that were once yours, looking for something to wear, a piece of you to bring with him.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 14, 20255 min read


An Unoffical Diagnosis
That’s when my friend leaned in, set her elbows on the table, and very gently asked, “Have you considered that you might be autistic.”

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 9, 20258 min read


Full Circle
Although, there is a tiny voice in my head questioning if it is wise. Has my dream of being a writer brought more pleasure or pain?

Elizabeth Jaeger
Dec 4, 20256 min read


Now That My Book Is Out, What’s Next?
But now that my book is out, now that the anticipation and initial celebrations are over, what comes next? Where do I go from here?

Elizabeth Jaeger
Oct 13, 20253 min read


Block Island Day 2
What can I say, he’s my kid. The lure to swim was simply too great.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Sep 27, 20255 min read


Book Launch Party
My fear was that no one would show up. Kati promised me that wouldn’t happen. That people would want to be there to support me, and she was absolutely right.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Sep 22, 20255 min read


Book Review: Geri o Shimasu: Adventures of a Baka Gaijin
Luria's writing is witty and engaging. She brings the Japanese culture alive for the reader.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Aug 30, 20251 min read


Road Trip 2025: Day 8
However, when we arrived and stopped into the visitors center, we learned that a
twenty year drought has left the lake relatively empty.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Jul 19, 20253 min read


STOLEN: Available for Pre-Order
The term pre-order irks me. It's along the same lines as preheating the oven. The prefix “pre” means “prior to” or “before.” So...

Elizabeth Jaeger
May 2, 20252 min read


Book Review: Mosaic by Laura Gaddis
Gaddis brilliantly conveys her emotions on every page, and the loving way in which she writes about her children is endearing.

Elizabeth Jaeger
Apr 30, 20254 min read


Easter Five Years Post-COVID
Dear Dad, Easter continues to be sad. How does one go from having a holiday be their absolute favorite, to it becoming one that brings...

Elizabeth Jaeger
Apr 20, 20253 min read


Eagle Scout
Dear Dad, Today is one of those days I know you died too young. I really wish I could call you up. I know G3 wishes he could talk to you....

Elizabeth Jaeger
Apr 10, 20253 min read


Queens: Five Years Post-COVID
Dear Dad, It’s been five years since I last saw you. Last Thursday marked the anniversary of when I drove you to the hospital. At the...

Elizabeth Jaeger
Apr 1, 20253 min read
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